| 22 December 2006 |
| :: When the red light says stop |
Some people say that it is usually man's greatest strength that becomes his weakness. That victory is not awarded based on the end result, rather on how well a man was able to balance that one thing that can either cause his greatness or downfall.
While in retrospect, I have come to realize what my one thing was, and after bouts of defensiveness and denial it has proven that irregardless of the past and the present, the future would only be determined by how well I could balance or I dare say, control "it". The million-dollar question, "Have I got what it takes?" has endlessly plagued my mind for some time now.
P.S.
To seek for more than what is given can be argued as a typical trait of humans, thereby being part of human nature.
At some point I thought that I might be asking for more and that I should stop. It turns out that I've long-been settling for what's less, what's comfortable, and what's familiar. And that I should stop. Now.
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| 11 December 2006 |
| .:. Try this! |
Wow.
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| 06 December 2006 |
| :: Let the good vibes roll |
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
our troubles will be miles away.
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Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself
A merry little Christmas now.
The holiday season is making its way into our lives again, and you'll realize it from the Christmas lights and decorations from the Christmas Tree in the CE Tambayan to the lobby of our condo, carols playing in almost every establishment, and the famous malamig na simoy ng hangin immortalized through song by the APO Hiking Society. Honestly, I am at the moment, semi-looking forward to the Christmas season. Semi 'cos I'm still with mixed emotions right now. I recall a time when Christmas meant being happy on the outside and everything but, deep inside. Sad, noh? But it was true, for some time waaay, waaay back. Anyway, ever since a few years ago, after one holiday season that I'm sure I'd never forget my entire life, Christmas has always stood for family, kept promises, and brand new starts for me. It has been a good er, good years for me and I hope it continues to be still this year.:)
P.S.'s
- The JFA-CE-S.E. Men tri-tandem won the Cheerdance Competition in this year's BACBACAN 2! This is the 4th consecutive win of CE in the most coveted competition in the annual day of sports and camaraderie (aherm, aherm..) of the BA organizations. As the self-confessed P.A. of the BACBACAN dancers, I'm supah-dupah proud of you, guys!!! *M-M-D-A! M-M-D-A! Basura! Ah, Ah! Basura! Ah, Ah!*
- This week (read: the last week before Christmas vacation) is a very busy week for me and my almost-all-classes-classmates (Glecy, Kat, Paul). So, in case we show bag with eyebag maletas, puh-lease.. give us some allowance.
- I didn't like my grad pic, huhu. I'm still thinking of getting a re-shot or haaay....
- I need to lose weight now. Feasib is over already and Christmas is fast approaching, this is the time to lose weight instead of the usual weight gain during vacation.
- CE and ABAM's Christmas Party-Acquaintance Party-TransOrn-BACBACAN Thanksgiving's are scheduled on Tuesday. Let's parteh, people!
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