| 09 March 2007 |
| :: Life Plan |
It's simple, actually. It's just whether you know what to do or you don't know what to do. For me, it has usually been the former but just recently, I had an episode of the later. I was panicking and endlessly searching for meaning in every single thing that came my way; however pathetic you think that sounds. I was searching for purpose, searching for direction. I am so unbelievably uncomfortable with the unknown, with the unchartered road, with the future unless I had a plan, however flimsy it may be. I JUST HAD TO HAVE A PLAN.
And so a month ago, if by chance you saw me looking like a wretched piece of crap who seemed to carry the world and all its crappiness on her shoulders, you now know why.
I don't know how it happened or when it started but I am so glad to be back. I'm soo friggin' happy I could throw a party!
I finally saw "the purpose" I was so desperate to find. I now know where I want to be and pretty much how to get there.
It's true what they say, really, that everything will alright.
Everything will be okay. |
posted by zelina @ 3:27 AM  |
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