Haha, I have to admit that the results made me feel a little funny. Anyway, the real updates are going to be up soon!

I used to imagine what would happen if I was to get stranded in an island, away from traces of civilization or anything equally affective as the relatively fast-paced life I've been used to for the past years, and find myself out of words or even ideas for that matter. The only things I'm certain of being the following: (1) that it would be weird; and, (2) that I wouldn't like it. Actually, it being weird was a giveaway, I think; it's the second one that was a little more trivial. I mean, I didn't actually know what exactly was it that I wouldn't like.

And then, the you-see-it-happen-before-you-but-then-not-to-you scenario happened. Yes, once again, I was given the privilege (I hope so) to learn something without experiencing. Yes, I now understand why Peter Pan didn't want the Lost Boys to go back to the real world with Wendy and her brothers. It would just be.. beyond words.

Finally, I admit the fact that I have changed.

And I accept it with bright eyes, my whole heart and a grin to boot.=p

..talking just about anything 'til the wee hours of the morning; stories that span incoherence from the moon to Mars and back; raiding the fridge by midnight; settling for anything in it that's sweet or junk; countless daydreamings about life, love, and anything in between; opening and closing our favorite coffeeshop; playing shadowplay in the streets; intentionally forgetting umbrellas and having fun in the rain; endlessly debating on what if's, what could have's; recalling the day when we first met, said our first hello's, became friends; laughing at each others childhood crushes, boytoys, loves?; setting people up (tee hee.=p); passing by a whole avenue still without a final decision on where to eat; getting there and ordering the same thing we've ordered ever since the first time; complaining about not-so-much wanted gifts; endlessly laboring over schoolwork yet finding a reason to smile; passing a course together; shedding tears over movies, then wiping them before anyone could find out; worrying about the future yet still having fun; smiling in the inside.


To my beautiful friends who have been with me in one, two (or maybe more!=p) of the abovementioned, you are my life's joy!


Hah! And I said I'd stop being emotional.