| 17 January 2006 |
| an end to all this |
As of yesterday afternoon, I have become officially depressed. Seriously, I am starting to wonder if there's a point in all this; sort of like the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel. I'm starting to decipher whether the world has become harsh or if I'm just not capable of comprehending what it has to say.
I am at the door of a torture chamber right now. One that skipped the physical and just went head-on with the emotional and mental. My mind is reeling with to do's, not to do's and to give's (although you can forget the last cos that's just a spill from law class). Coffee has become my anti-depressant; moving its way through my veins just like blood.
I just realized that there is an unfathoming distance between deciding to do something and the actuality of doing it. I now affirm the saying that the first step is indeed the hardest to make.
I learned that it is possible for groupmates to be friends. Furthermore, I am convinced that each can bring out the best in the other for as long as each one keeps an open mind. Also, it is possible for girlfriends to be understanding of their boyfriends, save for one.*knowing smile*
It's weird to start an entry with frownlines creasing your forehead and your mood so low; then suddenly catch the corners of your lips curled upright and feel as though your eyes are smiling.
The second half of this month and the next month will basically determine my future. I am not joking nor overreacting. Maybe, panicking a little. So here's wishing that everything will turn out great, not just for me but for every, every all.=)
P.S.
:: Citibank is currently looking for a CitiService Officer who will serve as a Customer Service Representative for Financial Institutions. Interested parties can just leave a message in the chatterbox. Fresh graduates are welcome to apply.:) |
posted by zelina @ 2:28 AM  |
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get someone to photocopy his butt. post it on the staff "urgent" bulletin board. sit back, and let chaos reign. enjoy.
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oh crap. above comment was meant for airah's "accidental yuppie" entry. sorry. haha
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sabi na eh kaya hindi ko gets.*smile*
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get someone to photocopy his butt. post it on the staff "urgent" bulletin board. sit back, and let chaos reign. enjoy.